Song Cry

Sometimes I get emotional
 And I can't seem to find the way I'm s'posed to go
 And all these so-called people that I'm s'posed to know
 They be the main ones
 Smile up in your face, but behind your back they hate
 So I hope you know
 You ain't the only reason I'm emotional
 My tears fall like water so that I can grow
 Not like I was before
 Tryna make a change, I need something more
 I can't hold back these tears
 Let me cry
 They say a man ain't supposed to cry
 So I'ma let the song cry
 I'ma let my soul cry through these words
 I need to try to free my mind
 Sometimes I need to cry just to ease my hurt
 But when I let the song cry
 Hope you don't think I still won't ride for mine
 Every rose needs the rain sometimes
 But know that you can dry your eyes this time
 Let the song cry
 What am I supposed to do?
 Hold it all together when I think of you
 In my heart I'm thinking you were gone too soon
 May you rest in peace, yet I can't sleep
 'Cause my point of view
 Got me in a state of mind, I'm so confused
 Crying raindrops so that I can bloom
 So what I am to do?
 I can't hold back these tears
 Let me cry
 They say a man ain't supposed to cry
 So I'ma let the song cry
 I'ma let my soul cry through these words
 I need to try to free my mind
 Sometimes I need to cry just to ease my hurt
 But when I let the song cry
 Hope you don't think I still won't ride for mine
 Every rose needs the rain sometimes
 But know that you can dry your eyes this time
 Let the song cry
 Let it breathe
 Let it breathe
 Let it breathe
 Let's get it
 I may be cryin' now but I'll be laughin' later
 Knew it wouldn't be easy when you're tryna be the greatest
 That ever did it or does it
 Ain't no fuckin' time for later
 And I know they think I'm sporadic
 The bastard child of an addict
 But I'm way too calculated
 I try to love, but I never knew her
 This money, I'm blowin' through it
 Ain't no rockin' red or blue, I'm unaffiliated
 Cause my bloods and my cousins hate me
 I try to buy my mama's love, no she don't appreciate it
 So I stay inebriated
 I figured maybe J. Cole or Drizzy Drake
 Would drop a verse and tell the people how we hurtin'
 Guess I was mistaken
 This moment mine for the taking
 For all them nights I thought of suicide, contemplating
 I can't hold back these tears
 Let me cry
 They say a man ain't supposed to cry
 So I'ma let the song cry
 I'ma let my soul cry through these words
 I need to try to free my mind
 Sometimes I need to cry just to east my hurt
 But when I let the song cry
 Hope you don't think I still won't ride for mine
 Every rose needs the rain sometimes
 But know that you can dry your eyes this time
 Let the song cry