Let Go

There's places I go I can't tell you about
 There's things I have done I can't carry around
 I need to let go, I need to let go
 Sittin' in the shadow of me, gradually battlin' me
 A fall from grace like Adam and Eve
 Search for the inner-Vatican in me
 The temple, the body, I'm mental, I'm godly
 Somehow I made my mess-ups my hobby
 Is it the stress and the pressure? Probably
 Out here with much anger inside me
 Don't know who my friends are, stranger inside me
 Stranger things, gettin' high clipped off my angel wings
 Thought I was gonna fly when Obama became the king
 Pain and disdain are the rings that I wear
 It's just the price of life when things ain't as fair
 To pay dues and you still owe something on em
 When you bruised and they still want something from you
 Run through my mind, trippin' over time
 It's moving faster than me, haphazardly
 So much drive that I crashed into me
 Father, will time be my last enemy?
 What will my soul be worth when you cash in on me?
 I'm bent, prayin' on passionate knee
 There's places I go I can't tell you about
 There's things I have done I can't carry around
 I need to let go, I need to let go
 In a state, in a place
 Whatever worth I get appraised
 Don't wanna wait for Heaven's gates
 A hellish thing is too much weight
 I need to let go, I need to let go
 The best souls reach thresholds and can't let go
 Empty room, wishin' for a miracle to echo
 In my mind, I hear times can stay ghetto
 Born rebel, havin' my own inner-Aleppo
 Saved by the blood then I should be a vessel
 Just another Jacob, with God I wrestle
 I deal with the Devil, temptations [?]
 Tryin' to get the spirit right, reflection's in the way
 How many lessons in a day do I need
 Before I get on my demons, see the fruits of my seed?
 It was written I read, I keep gettin' Rocky'd
 In a fight with my mind, from these decisions, I bleed
 I'm supposed to go high when they go low
 I forget the big picture and snap like a photo
 Solo in a crowded room, seein' myself like a powder room
 In my eyes clouds of doubt and gloom
 Between me and the sun, it's weed in a gun
 I yell freedom cause I'm free to be dumb
 When it's all done, will I have heaven's dress code
 And been able to let God and let go?
 There's places I go I can't tell you about
 There's things I have done I can't carry around
 I need to let go, I need to let go
 In a state, in a place
 Whatever worth I get appraised
 Don't wanna wait for Heaven's gates
 A hellish thing is too much weight
 I need to let go, I need to let go