Disorientation

I wonder if you've ever thought about
 All the things that we did before we lost
 Our vision and heading
 The real world's unpleasant
 And a place that i don't want to live in
 Pardon me for not being receptive
 But I can't keep living like I'm a captive
 So I'll say goodbye
 Baby goodbye
 If we lose a track of what we think then
 We might as well pack up and just move on:
 With nonsense I've had it
 'Cause it's all regressive
 And not what I do believe in
 I try my best not to panic
 When the world's ending and
 Chaos got
 The best of me
 'Cause I'm losing touch
 With who I'm meant to be
 It's easy to lose sight
 Of what you really want
 'Cause in this world of minds
 I'm just one
 And in my dreams at night
 I make the world i want
 But will it ever come?
 And lately it's been hard to be
 Everything that makes me me
 To be honest the scrutiny
 Is unpleasant as what you think
 But i keep trying
 And i won't stop rhyming
 Put all my thoughts together
 And make them last forever
 (We'll make them last forever!)
 No more fears, no more panic, no more never -- ever
 (We'll get through this together!)
 And no more vertigo, it's a fresh start -- here we go
 Let's be the things that we want forever