happy for you

You're talking to me, but i don't hear a word
 Focusing on my breath and the blur in my eyes
 Trying to not cry
 I know you don't know i'm holding back tears
 What'd you expect, i've loved you for years
 I'd feel stupid if i just let go
 You'll never know
 I hold it in, keep it in
 Just keep smiling
 Look away, not too long
 That's the thing
 Cause otherwise you'd realize
 That i'm breaking down
 It's hard to be happy for you when she's the only one you see
 It's hard for me biting my tongue when all that i know is you and me
 It's hard to be happy
 It's hard to be happy, happy, happy
 It's hard to be happy
 It's hard to be happy, happy, happy
 Everywhere you go, she's by your side
 Holding your hand, wish you were holding mine
 I'll pretend that i'm fine
 I hold it in, keep it in
 Just keep smiling
 Look away, not too long
 That's the thing
 Cause otherwise you'd realize
 That i'm breaking down
 It's hard to be happy for you when she's the only one you see
 It's hard for me biting my tongue when all that i know is you and me
 It's hard to be happy
 It's hard to be happy, happy, happy
 It's hard to be happy
 It's hard to be happy, happy, happy
 I used to think when all was said and done
 I would be the one
 Then she looks at you, i see in your eyes
 Colors like a sunrise
 It's hard to be happy, happy, happy
 It's hard to be happy for you when she's the only one you see
 It's hard for me biting my tongue when all that i know is you and me
 It's hard to be happy
 It's hard to be happy, happy, happy
 It's hard to be happy
 It's hard to be happy, happy, happy