redesign

Rain, rain go away, come again another day
 I wanna live forever, but mental illness gets in the way
 I feel so compelled when mania helps itself
 I cut my bangs and dye my hair, I do it so well
 Look how beautiful it is, I am not in charge of this
 And when I come down, I know that I'll be pissed
 There's something inside that fucking hurts me every time
 I've tried every single pill to help me chill, and I'm not satisfied
 One minute, I'll be fucked, and the next minute I'm fine
 I can't believe myself, I'm overwhelmed, I think I've lost my mind
 Don't romanticize my life
 I need a redesign
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 Don't romanticize my life
 I, I need a redesign
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 I have the good days, good phase, feeling like I like my face
 And body, taking pictures, 'cause I know I'm a hottie
 Then the bad days comes in waves, feelin' like I gained weight
 Wish I could disembody, and be somebody else
 'Cause I'm unwell, I can't control myself
 I'm asking for help (I'm asking for help! Please!)
 There's something inside that fucking hurts me every time
 I've tried every single pill to help me chill, and I'm not satisfied
 One minute, I'll be fucked, and the next minute I'm fine
 I can't believe myself, I'm overwhelmed, I think I've lost my mind
 Don't romanticize my life
 I need a redesign
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 Don't romanticize my life
 I (yeah), I need a redesign