Blackout

What would you say if I threw it all away
 The life that I lead, could it be more surreal
 Searching in my mind in the order to find some sense of reality
 I fear that I am beginning to lose what's left of my sanity
 Awake again full of bloodstains on my hands
 I wonder where I have been, and whose death I have foreseen
 Breaking my will with the purpose to kill all shreds of humanity
 To lose the control of body and soul is my main anxiety
 Something's coming over me
 My reality slowly slipping away
 I just can't remember but can't seem to forget
 Who I am blacked out again
 Can't longer say what is real and what is a dream
 The demon is rising up from far deep down within
 Searching in my mind in the order to find some sense of reality
 I fear that I am beginning to lose what's left of my sanity
 Something's coming over me
 My reality slowly slipping away
 I just can't remember but can't seem to forget
 Who I am blacked out again
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 I have fallen into the depths of sin
 Where humanity ends and pain begins
 Breaking free from this torment I must do
 If I told you my secret, oh would you believe it's true