A Letter To My Ghosts

This isn't about love
 This isn't about giving up
 This is a letter to all of my ghosts
 To all of my demons
 I'm facing one by one
 I'm chasing those who hurt
 And even though I've tried to end it all
 This is just the beginning
 Deep as the ocean
 Tears drop like a waterfall
 Solid as a rock but
 Fragile as a crystal
 I look around
 There's no way out
 It makes me feel like I'm about to fall down
 I can't fall for you
 You've torn these wounds
 I won't fall for you
 Sometimes I fall
 It's just hard to stand all the time
 We're not unbreakable
 As it looks from the outside
 I can't come out
 There's no way out
 It makes me feel like I'm about to fall down
 I won't fall
 I can't fall for you
 You've torn these wounds
 I won't fall for you
 You don't know shattered a soul needs to be to want to disappear
 If you could look into my soul, you'd be in tears
 What once was rock solid, now feels like sand vanishing thru my fingers
 I'm losing grip
 I'm out of balance
 Oscillating between wanting to fight and giving in
 I can't fall for you
 You've torn these wounds
 I won't fall for you
 You can't keep me down
 I know my way out
 I won't fall
 Won't fall for you