Bad Week

It's hard to talk about it being a bad week
 When it's been a bad week
 For a long time now
 And it doesn't seem to get better
 And if it's so hard then why should I keep going
 It shouldn't sound as sad as it does
 But it's just sad to say
 It's been a bad week for so many weeks now
 And I see the positives
 But it's just so hard to ignore
 There's so much trouble
 And there's so much fire
 I've been weary
 And I've been trying
 To keep above water and
 Keep above lying down
 It takes a train sometimes to pull me out
 And I dont have the energy
 I don't have the stamina
 To keep on fighting
 But I'll keep on fighting
 I'll do it.
 Even at the darkest times
 When I feel I'm cracking in two
 There's never a day that goes by
 Where I don't think of you
 Wonder how you're doing
 Wonder where you sleep at night
 If I'll ever see you again
 You were both a brother and a father to me
 You were my whole family
 It's a struggle to keep it all together
 Pretend that I'm holding too
 Say that I'm here now and
 that it will be over soon
 If I've got to live like this
 Wonder what I'll wake up to
 Wonder if I'll wake up to
 You were both a father and a brother to me
 You were my whole family