But Not Tonight

Oh God it's raining
 But I'm not complaining
 It's filling me up with new life
 The stars in the sky
 Bring tears to my eyes
 They're lighting my way tonight
 And I haven't felt so alive
 In years
 Just for a day
 On a day like today
 I'll get away from this constant debauchery
 The wind in my hair
 Makes me so aware
 How good it is to live tonight
 And I haven't felt so alive
 In years
 The moon
 Is shining in the sky
 Reminding me
 Of so many other nights
 But they're not like tonight
 Oh God it's raining
 And I'm not containing
 My pleasure at being so wet
 Here on my own
 All on my own
 How good it feels to be alone tonight
 And I haven't felt so alive
 In years
 The moon
 Is shining in the sky
 Reminding me
 Of so many other nights
 When my eyes had been so red
 I'd been mistaken for dead
 But not tonight