I Begged You Everything

We slept for close to seven hours
 All the way to your dad's basket case.
 I didn't catch the final score
 So I prayed that we'd sink a few more.
 And I didn't mind and you didn't seem to
 Mind about me, but I was wrong.
 Who wouldn't fear to leave it all
 'Cause it's gonna come, it's gotta come.
 I am the widow
 The spidered king.
 There's web in your teeth,
 And there's holes in the ceiling.
 And I wanted more, I left with nothing.
 Who's really lost and who's really winning?
 I begged again, you said hello.
 For now that's all I know.
 Now I remember the exhaust and remains.
 A shallow shadow hung across my brand new drapes.
 And I gave my car away, down towards the post office.
 Man told me he needed it more.
 I believed him, went home, and slept more.
 And that's what gets me sometimes,
 That's what struck me blind,
 And that's why there's no time
 That's why I still try, and that's why...
 I begged you everything, I begged you everything.
 Begged you everything, everything.
 Fuck am I supposed to do when you just lie your arms in mine?
 Fuck am I supposed to do when you never lie about telling a lie?
 So what was I supposed to do?
 Just keep on trying through sleepless nights?
 Fuck am I supposed to choose?
 'Cause I begged you everything, everything.
 I can remember wishing that the season had lasted a little longer.
 It don't, and we die.
 If not me, then to my pride.
 If not now, then tonight.
 If not then, we just might give up trying.