Hold Choke

Can't avoid her
 I'm not invisible
 Can't destroy her
 I tried it out on myself
 Where's my anchor?
 I'm feeling low again
 Where's her number?
 I need my mind off my meds
 My heart, my lonely heart
 My head, my childish, cloudy head
 I'm no lover, I'm inhonest and a fake
 There's no reason to hold
 You hold me like I'm unattainable
 And you choked
 The little I had left to pick you up
 I'm letting go
 Da-da-da, da-da-da, da-da-da-da-da-da
 Da-da-da, da-da-da, da-da-da-da-da-da
 Carabina
 Your twisty thing is rusted
 Oxidation
 You take it out of my hands
 I'm an anchor
 But I'm as steady as a fish
 My head, my heart, my lonely heart
 My debt, my friends, a world apart
 I'm an actor without a character to play
 There's no reason to hold
 You hold me like I'm unattainable
 And you choke
 The little I had left to pick you up
 I'm letting go
 Da-da-da, da-da-da, da-da-da-da-da-da
 Da-da-da, da-da-da, da-da-da-da-da-da
 Oh, comfort gets under my skin
 As your body weight
 Balances
 Oh, comfort gets under my skin
 As your body weight balances
 Where connections no longer fit
 Still attached to whatever we had
 There's no reason to hold
 You hold me like I'm unattainable
 And you choke
 The little I had left to pick you up
 I'm letting go
 Da-da-da, da-da-da, da-da-da-da-da-da
 Da-da-da, da-da-da, da-da-da-da-da-da
 I'm letting go
 Da-da-da, da-da-da, da-da-da-da-da-da
 Da-da-da, da-da-da, da-da-da-da-da-da