Close to Me

All these things I do to keep you close to me
 And every day's another day from what we used to be
 I don't know what I've been thinking
 'Cause this is much like hell
 It's days like this, I must insist
 I'm not doing so well
 Oh no, get lost in you
 Like you know, I often do
 And I wonder if you're proud of me
 If you can hear me, shout at me
 I need to kill this doubt in me for good
 So help me now to let you go
 So I can live
 I think about these last 10 years
 And what they've done to me
 And I don't think it's worth it
 'Cause it's just not fun to me
 What if I just killed myself
 And never spoke again?
 Could you make your way back through the darkness
 And meet me at the end?
 Oh no, get lost in you.
 Like you know I often do.
 And I wonder if you're proud of me.
 If you can hear me shout at me.
 I need to kill this doubt in me for good.
 So help me now to let you go.
 So I can live
 So I can live
 Oh no, get lost in you.
 Like you know I often do.
 And I wonder if you're proud of me.
 If you can hear me shout at me.
 I need to kill this doubt in me for good.
 So help me now to let you go.
 So help me now to let you go.
 So help me now to let you go.
 So I can live
 A-oh, So I can live
 A-oh, So I can live
 A-oh, So I can live