Wrong Planet

So a wandering ronin I became
 With a dripping blade and honor over everything
 Uncomfortable in my own skin
 Bound to sleepless nights and endless roads
 Demon's in my very head
 If you look, you can see me
 Grasping for a world that makes some sense
 Where through the dark there waits the light
 Betrayal, more than a dirty word for me
 Painful
 Everywhere I see
 Trust, became a diamond to me
 Beautiful
 Forever out of reach
 In came the sounds that would see me through
 Clenched fists, stage-dives
 Salvation found in gate-fold sleeves
 At last a place where I could breathe
 And being no good with change I threw away the key
 You'll have to drag me out of here
 I failed to protect my only brother
 When he needed me the most
 So I've tried to stand by those who I could
 And we were screaming all as one