Docudrama

My heart is pounding, my thoughts explode
 I got a total sensory overload
 My knees are weak, my stomach aches
 It's getting much worse and I start to shake
 I slowly lose my life 'cause I always stay inside
 I self-destruct and I bring bad luck
 And then I always change my mind
 My friends they all go away
 And my love it disappears
 Try to forget that we ever met
 And start over next year
 I break my teeth, I bruise my heart
 I get it together and it falls apart
 I hold my breath, I bury my head
 I run back home and stay in bed
 I'm losing a lot of sleep
 And it's just a little too much
 So I drown it all in alcohol
 And fix it up with your touch
 Everybody says it, yeah my troubles are starting to show
 Everybody says it but what do they know
 I think I'm gonna run (run!)
 I think I'm gonna try (try!)
 I really wanna win (win!)
 I think I'm gonna fly (fly!)
 I really wanna live (live!)
 I think I'm gonna die (die!)
 I think I'm gonna run (run!)
 I think I'm gonna try (try!)
 Woo!
 I have so many worries that I never leave behind
 So I can't have fun and I come undone
 And then I always wonder why
 Everybody says it, yeah my troubles are starting to show
 Everybody says it but what do they know
 I think I'm gonna run (run!)
 I think I'm gonna try (try!)
 I really wanna win (win!)
 I think I'm gonna fly (fly!)
 I really wanna live (live!)
 I think I'm gonna die (die!)
 I think I'm gonna run (run!)
 I think I'm gonna try (try!)
 You gotta watch out
 The lion's on the loose
 He's got his claws out
 He's comin' after you
 You better watch out
 The lion's on the loose
 He's got his claws out
 He's comin' after you
 He's closing in
 It's getting black
 He's coming now
 Heart attack