Painkiller

You've been such a jerk
 Since you left last week
 You're careful with your words
 But I'm pulling teeth
 You said this wouldn't hurt
 Give me cavities
 And all of your apologies are only empty calories
 After all this time
 I start asking why I'm staying
 Were you ever mine?
 Are we something that's worth saving?
 Every conversation puts me back on medication sometimes
 Sorry's just another word you're saying
 Do I look like her
 Does she talk like me?
 Been feeling insecure
 Co-dependency is hard to break
 When you never make it easy
 Reconstructive surgery can't fix my anxiety
 After all this time
 I start asking why I'm staying
 Were you ever mine?
 Are we something that's worth saving
 Every conversation puts me back on medication sometimes
 Sorry's just another word you're saying
 You're saying
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 Take me to the hospital
 I need Paracetamol
 Tramadol, Ketamine
 I just need some pain relief
 Take me to the hospital
 Fill me up with Tylenol
 Tramadol, Ketamine
 I just need some pain relief