Destined Solitaire

Brewing my potions, it all boils down to this:
 what's wrong with me
 and why do I feel this way?
 I would really like to be the source
 of someone's misery
 I would really like to mean everything for
 someone... just like you
 I thought I was the classic definition
 of a lone wolf
 It is kind of irritating
 being this self-deprevated fool
 oh... "twist of fate" we call it
 when everything turns inside out
 she renders me in tears, then leaves
 saying: "I've lost faith in you"
 Free speech isn't real
 although the thought was good
 Bet that they will shoot you down midst
 silence and serenity
 stuff our fucking faces full of grease and
 watch us burst
 Fat and bloated silhouettes
 of humans cursed
 I thought I was the classic definition
 of a lone wolf
 It is kind of irritating
 being this self-deprevated fool
 oh... I just miss her, I miss her so much
 when she's gone
 And she's gone a lot
 Brewing my potions, it all boils down to this:
 what's wrong with me
 and why do I feel this way?
 I would really like to be the source
 of someone's misery
 I would really like to mean everything for
 someone... just like you
 So would you follow me into the night
 And let me kiss your open palms
 I know of a shelter from the falling skies
 it's coming now, expanding, devouring everything
 I though I was the classic definition
 of a lone wolf
 It is kind of irritating
 being this self-deprevated fool
 oh... I just miss her, I miss her so much
 when she's gone
 And she's gone a lot