Dorothy Parker Had Days Like This

I'm crying my eyes out in a dark parking lot
 Locked in my chamber with the windows up
 It's all too much and I can't make it stop
 It just keeps coming
 I've tried to drink, drug, and fuck you away
 And the razor blade helps control the pain
 I know it's not right but it's still a way
 But it still keeps coming
 It keeps coming
 It keeps coming, oh god
 It just keeps coming
 It keeps coming
 It's a tsunami, why don't you want me?
 How can you pretend I don't exist?
 It's a tsunami, why don't you want me?
 Dorothy Parker had days like this
 I'm crying my eyes out in a dark parking lot
 The flood waters rising, stomach in knots
 Every fiber and every thought
 It just keeps coming
 You said it's not you it's me, well obviously
 And I want to be strong, you and what army
 But the pit keeps hollowing inside of me
 And it just keeps coming
 It's a tsunami, why don't you want me?
 How can you pretend I don't exist?
 It's a tsunami, you'll always haunt me
 Dorothy Parker had days like this
 I don't know what I did
 And I don't know what changed
 All I know is I can't stop the pain
 And I don't know what I did
 I don't know what changed
 All I know is I'll never be the same again
 I tried with a bottle in front of me
 Now I'm ready for a frontal lobotomy
 It just keeps coming…