A Sad Song About a Girl I No Longer Know

I, I can't deny
 You're the reason that I cried every night
 And I don't know why
 But you've never found your way out of my mind
 Participating in your games
 Is something that will never make me
 Proud to be the one that you turned to
 The push and pulls and in and outs
 They always left me filled with doubt
 But I can't say that I didn't love you
 'Cause that'd be a lie, and I don't like being misled
 So I won't put it in your head that I'm the same
 The tears that I cried, all the miscommunications
 And the testing of my patience drove me insane
 And now I wish I would've second guessed
 The butterflies I'd get inside my chest
 Convinced myself that we were meant to be
 Oh why'd I let you walk all over me
 Why'd I let you walk all over me
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 When you got a clue
 Of all the pain and sadness that you put me through
 Point for me, 'cause evidently
 You did just what I expected you to do
 I let myself be vulnerable, I hold myself responsible
 For letting you stick pins into my heart
 In retrospect the younger me was too lovesick and dumb to see
 That it was a disaster from the start
 And now I wish I saved myself the pain
 And looked from the perspective of my brain
 I told myself that we could work it out
 But it's too late to fix that problem now
 Yeah, it's too late to think about that now
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 And now I wish I would've second guessed
 The butterflies I'd get inside my chest
 Convinced myself that we were meant to be
 Oh why'd I let you walk all over me?
 Why'd I let you walk all over me?