Rearview

Damn I miss all that mischief, it was bliss in that spliff mist
 All that innocence slipped quick even as a kid was a misfit
 Shit that's probably why I spit so sadistic
 To all my friends, my obsession's a sickness
 They say I'm gifted, but I just feel addicted
 Living at the mercy of ambition, my missions
 Nobody can hurt me I'm my own worst critic
 Every verse unfinished, every word I spit is too rehearsed
 So rigid ice cold that's frigid I
 I need a new lease on living
 I Let the blue dream visions be my new religion
 Vision skewed, bad image, uh
 How I do I get in view of the riches
 I'm a student this shit I'm used to eclipsing
 The most ruthless in the room with my script it's
 Too elusive, you must've missed it
 Goddamn what I wouldn't do for a witness
 I'd crucify Lucifer all for a hit song
 Then cut him loose let him limp off
 Story goes by fast, grab hold of the past don't let go, yeah
 Might need it in a pinch, good memories keep me out my bag when I get low
 Low tide, slow rider, don't blink too much
 Go find, where home lies, just don't think 'bout us
 Talk bout the late nights, it's all up in smoke by now
 Lost all the gold I found, just getting older now
 Walk out the cage fights, couldn't control myself
 Lost all the hope I held, we all had to go through hell
 I'm just, starving and asking
 How to be a baller like a Lamarvelous Jackson never drawn to the fashion (Fuck it)
 My mama told me shine son shoutout Mr. Ayton
 Bump that social media and all the picture taking
 I gotta make it back to home because the kids are aching
 All the ones that wanna run away and turn those pigs to bacon
 I gotta get to grinding, it's on my mind just to be strictly shining
 You get some money and some diamonds just from simply rhyming
 Some pre Madonnas be dishonest just to get some commas
 But I don't really do material things, nah
 They say good things come to those who wait
 Well I don't know about that, I don't see what they mean
 I'm floating gently down the river trying to be with the stream
 I got some obese dreams, call me Ceelo Green but I
 I need a new lease on living, travel in the whip I'm just Nissan living
 All the peace I'm giving is a lure take me back to the sewer
 Dirty racks and manure take her back just to screw her
 But nah it ain't like that no more
 I'm trynna go recite raps that might crack the core, uh
 Rearview mirrors fog up fast I'm blind, this time
 Woah we've been waiting for this light to shine, in due time
 Story goes by fast, grab hold of the past don't let go, yeah
 Might need it in a pinch, good memories keep me out my bag when I get low
 Low tide, slow rider, don't blink too much
 Go find, where home lies, just don't think 'bout us
 Talk bout the late nights, it's all up in smoke by now
 Lost all the gold I found, just getting older now
 Walk out the cage fights, couldn't control myself
 Lost all the hope I held, we all had to go through hell