Arrive Alive

You tried to make this last
 But your candles burned too fast
 Divided before you were born
 Were you divided from your former you?
 You'll never make it far
 Well it's time
 Let go of my arm
 You're dying north of 40
 You were destined for its solitude
 Just pull the cover over your eyes
 Or do what just feels good
 It's easy to be content about your life
 Until it's over
 Why does this feel so good?
 Won't somebody tell me while I'm alive
 Why can't I withstand
 My lust is so much stronger
 Than my love for life
 It's just fate to play
 Braden
 The competition is Hans
 (Arrive Alive)
 And Braden
 The competition is Hans
 (Arrive Alive)
 And Braden
 The competition is Hans!
 So you'll take over
 While I'm bleeding?
 Watch me squeeze out
 Every pint I've got!
 Well, it's over
 And I can feel it
 Well-rehearsed the accidents prepare to stop
 I am trying
 Know what you want before you start
 Gotta tell you
 I read your diary to get to know you
 I skipped right to the end (I don't feel guilty)
 Empty pages of untold stories
 For days you didn't want to live (Oh well)
 You're giving up
 Too late (Is this what you want Dave?)
 To decide my fate (Is this what you want Dave?)
 Or re-write autobiographies (Is this what you want Dave?)
 And though I just woke up (Is this how you wanted it?)
 I feel that I'm washed up (Is this how you wanted it?)
 You're always fake (You fear the worst)
 You've been betrayed (So well rehearsed)
 It's your fault I can believe handshakes (Wouldn't be the first)
 I've gone far enough (Is this how you wanted it?)
 That's why I'm washed up (Is this how you wanted it?)
 It's over
 I mean it
 It's over
 I believe it now
 So I'm washed up
 Well I'm washed up
 Yeah I'm washed up