Sleep

Lie down with me one more time
 I'm not okay and I'm not fine
 I miss the feel of your body on mine
 I miss my hands running down your spine
 Love has fooled me again
 And this time it's far worse than it's ever been
 Four hours feel like years
 Red eyes, soaked in tears
 With red eyes I swallow my pride
 I kiss you softly goodbye
 Laid with you once now I'll lay you to rest
 The best I can in your bloody, white dress
 I never pictured this in my head
 I see the white as it fades into red
 I see you lying so I rest my head
 Upon your body that's cold and dead
 Too blind to see through what would happen next
 Too distracted by the fix to understand the debt
 Oh my god I'm my own disaster
 Breathing in, choking on the pain that I've studied
 In length but I never thought I'd feel it's sting
 There's no hiding my sins
 No vision to peace and death
 There's no holding this in
 Eternal regret
 Laid with you once now I'll lay you to rest
 The best I can in your bloody, white dress
 I never pictured this in my head
 I see the white as it fades into red
 I see you lying so I rest my head
 Upon your body that's cold and dead
 My hands, they tremble as they wipe off the blood
 That has dried to the surface of your cold, white flesh
 I want to close my eyes and put you to rest
 But the guilt that's on my conscience is stained
 All over your dress
 Withdraw my misery
 From all the pain and sorrow all of this is causing me
 I won't forget you
 I loved you once and I love you still
 I always have and I always will
 Laid with you once now I'll rest my head
 Upon the surface of where you have bled
 I loved you once and I love you still
 I always have and I always will
 Laid with you once now I'll rest my head
 Upon your body that's cold and dead
 Laid with you once now I'll lay you to rest
 The best I can in your bloody, white dress
 I never pictured this in my head
 I see the white as it fades into red
 I see you lying so I rest my head
 Upon your body that's cold and dead