Blood for the Blood God

I'm always dozing away (I'm always dozing away)
 But I'm constantly (constantly)
 On the edge of my seat and I can't fall asleep
 Feels like I'm losing the day
 I've never counted sheep (I've never counted sheep)
 I've just routinely (routinely)
 Tripped over my feet, my alarm on repeat
 I just don't know me
 
 For so long
 Things just haven't changed
 Cut all the lies that I said to myself
 Maybe I'm to blame
 For so long
 I could say it's the weather
 Cut all the lies that I said to myself
 Don't hold your breath
 I'm just waiting on progress
 And if I'm being honest (if I'm being honest)
 I'm just scared of the truth (so scared, so scared)
 All those things that I said that I meant to myself
 I never saw them through
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 And everything I've said
 Could never pay my debts
 That I owe my friends
 Who haven't left me yet
 And everything I've said
 Could never pay my debts
 That I owe my friends
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 For so long
 I know I haven't changed
 Cut all the lies that I said to myself
 I know that I'm to blame
 For so long
 I could say it's the weather
 Cut all the lies that I said to myself
 I want to get better
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 I want to get better
 I want to get better