Invoxhate

Here I stand, despair invading me
 Dragging me in it's vertiginous fall
 Endless echoes of the howling
 As a sweet requiem of existence
 Invoke hate, the silence is deafening
 Invoke hate, erase it and start again
 His voice and mine confront inside
 Creating an indescribable magma
 Of inept whispers and murmurs
 Commands, insults, treats and lies
 Giddiness is growing stronger and my head's close
 To explode
 Extricate myself from all of this
 Get the emptiness back
 The walls are invisible and the anguish tortures me
 Through my ears annihilate
 Eradicate,
 Invoxhate
 Pain leaves me rocked in a languorous wave of the
 Vital essence
 Fleeing and discharging from my ear-drums
 Through my head lacerate
 Ejaculate
 Invoxhate
 All seems clear, as my eyes disappear,
 His world vanished away
 Praying for touching the ground
 And feel this hate spilled
 Like the fragments of my smashed skull