alex! alex! alex!

I always thought I was scared of something
 Taking every day like a pill or something
 Do I even know if I'm alive
 It's every single day that I fear to fight
 Waking up in bed like I'm scared or something
 Will it even matter if I never go to work again
 I thought I lost
 Everything that mattered to me
 I always thought I was lonely
 But I never was
 It was a dream I had
 To forget summer nights
 Then you left me
 Then you left me
 And I thought I
 Could take it
 But I didn't know
 What I'd regret
 You always thought you were scared of something
 Taking everyday like a drink or mistake
 Do you even know if you're alive
 It's every single day that you fear to fight
 And I can't make it better
 And I can't make it better
 Why can't I make it better
 It's all my fault
 And I want to live like I give a shit
 And I want to live like I give a shit
 And I want to live like I give a shit