Swan Song

Am I free now
 Or shall I take another one?
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 Is it me now
 Or shall I break another wall?
 Now watch me
 Rise, it's a blessing in disguise
 And I'm dancing above the clouds
 Out of reach, never coming down, down, down
 'Cause when it's black, black, black
 In every part of my brain
 When it's dark, dark, dark
 And I'm going insane all around in circles
 And it will never mend
 I hear the crack, crack, crack
 Of the ego within
 And for a moment make me believe that I can be a king
 But I'm a marble
 And it will never end
 Scars remain when morning comes
 For each new day, a kingdom falls
 And it will never end
 And it will never end
 And it will never end
 And it will never end
 And it will never end to disappoint the hell out of you
 I drink to that and raise a glass to all the lives that I threw
 But you know? I don't know if I wanna be better
 Just don't expect me to put words on any open letter
 But you should know, you should know that I'm here
 Addicted to my guilt!
 Just make it never end
 So now just watch me
 Rise, It's a blessing in disguise
 And I'm dancing above the clouds
 Out of reach, never coming down, down, down
 And I realize
 I am surrounded by my own fears
 And it will never end
 And when It's black, black, black
 In every part of my brain
 When It's dark, dark, dark
 And I'm going in, going insane