Pretending

I stayed up 'till the sunrise to see if I could find myself
 In the morning light, I left a piece behind
 I wish I knew all of the answers
 I wish I didn't want to disappear
 I wish I didn't want to stay asleep, 'cause I could try to swim through my fears
 Are we getting better, or getting better at pretending
 Are we getting better, or getting better at pretending
 I stayed up 'till the sunrise to see if I could find myself
 In the morning light, I tried to pass the time
 I wish that I could hold you close, you wish that I would let you in
 I don't really want to talk right now
 What if it's all in my head
 Are we getting better, or getting better at pretending
 Are we getting better, or getting better at pretending