She Loves Me Not

when i see her eyes
 look into my eyes
 then i realize that
 she could see inside my head
 so i close my eyes
 thinking that i could hide
 disassociate so i don't have to lose my head
 this situation leads to agitation
 will she cut me off?
 will this be amputation?
 i don't know if i care
 i'm the jerk
 life's not fair
 fighting all the time
 this is out of line
 she loves me not
 do you realize I won't compromise
 she loves me not
 over the past five years
 i have shed my tears
 i have drank my beers and watched my fears fly away
 until this day
 she still swings my way
 but it's sad to say sometimes
 she says she loves me not
 i hesitate
 to tell her i hate
 this relationship
 i want out today
 this is over
 line for line
 rhyme for rhyme
 sometimes we be fightin' all the goddamn time -it's making me sick
 relationship is getting ill
 piss drunk stupid
 mad
 on the real
 could you feel what I feel
 what's the deal girl
 we're tearing up each other's world
 we should be in harmony
 boy and girl
 that is the promise we made
 back in the day
 we told each other things wouldn't be this way
 i think we should work this out
 it's all right baby we can scream and shout
 life's not fair
 i'm the jerk
 she loves me not