Lover I Don't Have to Love

I picked you out
 Of a crowd and talked to you
 Said I liked your shoes
 You said "Thanks can I follow you?"
 Now it's up the stairs
 And out of view, no prying eyes
 I poured some wine
 When I asked your name,
 You asked the time
 Now it's 2 o'clock
 The club is closed
 We're up the block
 Your hands on me,
 Pressing hard against your jeans
 Your tongue in my mouth
 Tryin to keep the words from comin out
 You didn't care to know
 Who else may have been here before
 I want a lover I don't have to love
 I want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk
 Where's the kid with the chemicals?
 I thought I'd meet him here
 But I'm not sure
 I got the money if you got the time
 You said it feels good
 I said, "I'll give it a try"
 Then my mind went dark
 We both forgot where your car was parked
 So let's take the train
 I'll meet up with the band in the morning
 Bad actors, with bad habits
 Some sad singers
 They just play tragic
 And the phone's ringin
 And the band's leavin
 Let's just keep touching...
 Let's just... keep on singing
 I want a lover I don't have to love
 I want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk
 Yea, where's the kid with the chemicals?
 I got a hunger and I can't seem to get full
 I need a meaning I can memorize
 The kind I have always seems to slip my mind
 But you...
 You write such pretty words
 But life's no story book
 Love's an excuse to get hurt
 And to hurt...
 Do you like to hurt?
 I do, I do
 Then hurt me
 Then hurt me
 Didn't hurt me
 It didn't hurt me
 It didn't hurt me
 It didn't hurt me
 It didn't hurt me