On the Edge

Let me ride that fence one time
 At the show in the back doing lines
 Guess a fifth didn't work gotta put it in the dirt so we had to get two this time
 Drink till it all goes dry yeah everybody handing me the shine
 Over and over again the same old song same ol shit becoming a part of me
 This ain't what I wanted this ain't what it's gotta be
 This empty inside of me this feeling is poverty
 And I'm on the edge now six feet from falling down
 I done dug my grave like three or four times I gotta talk it out
 Listen to the good or the bad voices inside of me mad
 Wanting and wishing I had still missing my dad BAD
 And I'm on the edge now with my knees down on the ground
 You looking for me you looking for me I'm in the lost a n d found
 I ain't living how I wanna but I came so far
 Many times I fell victim to the same old scars
 Maybe I could change but it seems so hard
 Got me down on my knees oh Lord
 I'm just living on the edge
 I'm just inches till I'm falling ain't no reason why I keep on sta l ling
 Tired of living on the edge
 I'll try to fix it in the morning
 Guess I like the way the whiskey keeps pouring
 I'm just living on the edge
 I'm gonna get it right one day
 I gotta take a flight one day
 To a place where there ain't no drama
 Rap game like a baby mama
 And it pisses me off sometimes when I put my name on the line
 They don't appreciate shit if the the shoe gone fit
 Then I guess you better hold it down
 Ten toes got ten flows but I'm over here writing songs
 Every song they make is me me me
 And that shit won't last too long
 I'm so real I'm so trill got plenty dollar bills
 Quit lying why don't you spill the beans the way that you really live
 But that's none of my business
 I can hear y'all whispering
 On a s o ng just sni ckering
 Y'all some humble bitches
 Yeah s tay down my ass
 None that shit gonna last
 Yall go and get that cash
 Then kiss my country ass
 I ain't living how I wanna but I came so far
 Many times I fell victim to the same old scars
 Maybe I could change but it seems so hard
 Got me down on my knees oh Lord
 I'm just living on the edge
 I'm just inches till I'm falling ain't no reason why I keep on sta l ling
 Tired of living on the edge
 I'll try to fix it in the morning
 Guess I like the way the whiskey keeps pouring
 I'm just living on the edge
 Why do you keep on making the same old mistakes dude
 Same old shit
 You know what's making you act like that
 What's holding you down
 Man, sometimes we gotta shake what's holding us back
 We gotta shine out here man
 All the ugliness it don't let us shine no