Covered In Chaos

I've been drowning in my mind
 And I can barely breathe
 Treading water like a child in need
 Why'd you have to leave me here
 To work it out alone?
 I don't wanna grow up this fast on my own
 And I know I've been messing up lately
 Living on no sleep, barely alive
 Now I see you when every reflection
 Should be in Heaven by now
 I'm covered in chaos, waking up nightly without you
 And I'm fading deeper, losing hold of control
 Too young to be faithless, give it up nightly without you
 Send me a sign that you're not alone
 And I've been kept straight by your hand
 But now I'm gasoline
 Starting fires and washing sand with sea
 And I know I've been messing up lately
 Living on no sleep, barely alive
 Now I see you when every reflection
 Should be in Heaven by now
 Covered in chaos, waking up nightly without you
 And I'm fading deeper, losing hold of control
 Too young to be faithless, give it up nightly without you
 Send me a sign that you're not alone
 And I'm not a fool, just beat up my truth
 I hope it'll pass by the time I see you
 Get out of this room, get over the truth
 And I'll be okay by the time I see you
 'Cause I know I've been messing up lately
 Living on no sleep, barely alive
 I'm covered in chaos, waking up nightly without you
 And I'm fading deeper, losing hold of control
 Too young to be faithless, give it up nightly without you
 Send me a sign that you're not alone
 So send me a sign that you're not alone