Failure

Surely there must be a reason why
 I make a bad call on everything
 After all I need to realize
 If it's really worth it
 Go ahead and never waste your time
 Will always be my mantra
 I sit here and wait for a while
 Something is happening
 No one can ever steal my dreams
 My fears my fights my defeats
 I just need to figure out once and for all what I'm looking for
 I must find out as soon as possible what to live for
 I have to decide what to die for
 From now on I should live another life
 I made a promise and I must keep it
 Be yourself without compromise can be difficult
 Your old friends are like a faded shades
 Many have fallen
 No closed door could ever stop my will,
 My heart, my need to survive
 To find another reality
 You have to leave your faults behind
 Forget all that false sympathy
 There's really nothing to remind
 I'll dive into the void until my fear makes me strong enough
 I have no hatred, don't hold grudge, I won't revenge at all
 I just have to understand once and for all what to live for
 To understand what to die for