if i were a friend

If I were a friend
 I'd know just what to say
 To fix everything
 Make it all go away
 If I wasn't in my head
 I could help me settle down
 Make all of this make sense
 Cuz it doesn't right now
 Yeah I feel like
 I'm a failure
 I'm falling behind
 I'm not good enough
 And I couldn't tell you why
 I can't seem to stop thinking it
 Even though saying it out loud, it sounds ridiculous
 But I'm still trying
 If I were a friend
 I'd say come on over
 And we'll take a walk, we can talk, or not
 Save the stress for when we're older
 I'd say you're doing your best
 And that's all that really counts
 So just take a breath
 And let it all out
 Yeah right now I'm
 Always tired
 Lonely as hell
 Can't seem to ever
 Be enough for myself
 I can't seem to stop thinking it
 Even though saying it out loud it sounds so ridiculous
 But I'm still trying
 Ahhh
 Why is it that I'm only ever okay
 With anybody else but me making mistakes
 I never give myself any reason to break
 When I need it
 I'm saying this as a friend
 You're too hard on yourself
 You're worth so much more than you give yourself credit for
 I know you know it well