you'd never know

You'd never know
 I was fighting for my life eight months ago
 ♪
 I shut the door and covered the windows
 'Cause the sunlight hurt my eyes
 I couldn't even go outside for so, so long
 And you couldn't tell
 But the inside of my head was a living hell
 I tried my best explaining how it felt but nobody ever understood
 Doctor said that everything looks good
 So, I blamed myself
 I don't think I've ever been so lonely
 Didn't know if I would make it out
 
 The dead of the winter of my life
 In the middle of the summertime
 And it still haunts me now
 
 But you'd never know
 That it took me months just to step outside alone
 'Cause my body still gets tense when I walk home
 Past the spot where it all went dark
 It's like a movie flashing back in parts
 That cuts deep and slow
 Oh, I don't think I've ever been so lonely
 Didn't know if I would make it out
 The dead of the winter of my life
 In the middle of the summertime
 And it still haunts me now
 ♪
 Everyone said, "You look fine from the outside"
 But in my mind, I was upside down and screamin'
 "What the hell is wrong with me?" Oh
 Trying to make it make sense, makin' my head spin
 Now I pray to forget
 'Cause I'm still here screamin'
 "What the hell is wrong with me?"
 But you'd never know
 Oh, you'd never know
 No, no
 
 You'd never know
 I was fighting for my life eight months ago
 ♪
 I shut the door and covered the windows
 'Cause the sunlight hurt my eyes
 I couldn't even go outside for so, so long
 And you couldn't tell
 But the inside of my head was a living hell
 I tried my best explaining how it felt but nobody ever understood
 Doctor said that everything looks good
 So, I blamed myself
 I don't think I've ever been so lonely
 Didn't know if I would make it out
 
 The dead of the winter of my life
 In the middle of the summertime
 And it still haunts me now
 
 But you'd never know
 That it took me months just to step outside alone
 'Cause my body still gets tense when I walk home
 Past the spot where it all went dark
 It's like a movie flashing back in parts
 That cuts deep and slow
 Oh, I don't think I've ever been so lonely
 Didn't know if I would make it out
 The dead of the winter of my life
 In the middle of the summertime
 And it still haunts me now
 ♪
 Everyone said, "You look fine from the outside"
 But in my mind, I was upside down and screamin'
 "What the hell is wrong with me?" Oh
 Trying to make it make sense, makin' my head spin
 Now I pray to forget
 'Cause I'm still here screamin'
 "What the hell is wrong with me?"
 But you'd never know
 Oh, you'd never know
 No, no