actually happy

I think I'm actually happy
 For the first time in a while
 And honestly it's kinda weird
 I'm finally sleeping better
 Remembering how to smile
 And not wanting to disappear
 For so long I let you drag me down
 Been a year and six months now
 But I think I've finally figured out
 How to fall back in love with myself
 No, I don't need you
 To be me anymore
 You've been taking up space
 I don't know what for
 I don't need you
 To be me anymore
 No I think I'm doing just fine
 I, I
 I, I
 Think I'm doing just fine
 Maybe it's just the weather
 Or a getting older thing
 But I'm caring less what people think
 I'm learning how to zoom out
 How to slow down
 Get out my head and just breathe
 For so long I let you run my life
 Didn't know which decisions were mine
 But I think I finally realized
 Living for somebody else is a waste of my time
 I don't need you
 To be me anymore
 You've been taking up space
 I don't know what for
 I don't need you
 To be me anymore
 No I think I'm doing just fine
 I, I
 I, I
 Think I'm doing just fine
 And it feels so good
 Oh, I got a little off track
 But I made it back
 And it feels so good
 Oh, yeah after everything
 I'm me again
 And I'm actually happy
 Hm