never got better - acoustic

Please
 Don't ask me
 How I've been doing
 'Cause I don't wanna lie to you
 I've felt like me
 The last few weeks
 But if i start talking
 I'll think about the shit I've been through
 Then I'll be knee deep in those
 Feelings i've been
 Trying so hard to escape
 But oh god, now it's too late
 Suddenly I'm right back in it
 Shaking and scared to death
 I feel it
 Pounding up in my chest
 One second
 Step back, and i just can't
 Hold it together
 I'm back re-living
 Trying to catch my breath
 I miss it
 End up back in my head
 My prison, hope i'm not on the edge
 Like this forever
 Cuz every time that i remember
 It's like I never got better at all
 At square one, and it takes months
 Until I feel normal
 And one day if i scroll back too far
 The photos put me in those
 Feelings I've been trying so hard to escape
 But oh god, now it's too late
 And suddenly I'm right back in it
 Shaking and scared to death
 I feel it
 Pounding up in my chest
 One second
 Step back, and I just can't
 Hold it together
 I'm back re-living
 Trying to catch my breath
 I miss it
 End up back in my head
 My prison, hope I'm not on the edge
 Like this forever
 Cuz every time that i remember
 It's like i never got better at all
 AHHH
 10 steps backwards without a warning
 Push it down till i can't ignore it
 Crying on the floor
 I've been here before
 Suddenly I'm right back in it
 Shaking and scared to death
 I feel it
 Pounding up in my chest
 One second
 Step back, and i just can't
 Hold it together
 I'm back re-living
 Trying to catch my breath
 I miss it
 End up back in my head
 My prison, hope i'm not on the edge
 Like this forever
 Tryna keep on getting better
 Moving forward even if I might fall
 But every time that i remember
 It's like i never got better at all