What I See

This feeling haunts me
 Behind these eyes, the shell seems so empty
 Though I wonder if anything lives inside?
 I wanna live
 I wish I was dead
 My heart aches to bleed
 I'm cheated from what I see
 Freedom holds a double-edge for me
 I look in your eyes and see
 I wanna live
 I wish I was dead
 I don't wanna think
 I'm stuck here and I know it
 I don't wanna see
 Make me close my eyes
 I wanna live
 I wish I was dead
 Life's cold and it reaches inside
 I need to feel but turn my mind off
 The desperation begins
 From the start, I see the end
 Not right, I'm not right, you're not right
 I've gotta close my eyes
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 I look in your eyes
 And I see it's always this way
 Live the lie, take a dive
 Just to make it die
 I wanna live
 I wish I was dead
 I've just got to close my eyes
 I've got to close my eyes
 I've got to close my eyes