i always lose :/

Man, I hate this shit
 I remember where we met so clearly
 Why won't you let me forget
 And move on, move on
 'Cause it hurts to get as close
 To anyone as I got to you
 And every time that's what I do
 And it always comes back to you
 I always lose
 I wish I never met you
 The picture of how you looked at me
 Before you hated me
 It haunts my every moment
 At this point I don't even know if
 There was something I could do to keep you
 
 Oh, who havе I become?
 Who?
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 I hate thе way you act
 I hate the way I'm always sad
 Hate when you hurt me so bad
 I hate myself, I bet you're glad
 Yeah, I hate when I see your face
 And then you smile and then I break
 And when I die you think that's great
 I don't
 No, I don't
 But I hate the way you act
 I hate the way I'm always sad
 Hate when you hurt me so bad
 I hate myself, I bet you're glad
 Yeah, I hate when I see your face
 And then you smile and then I break
 And when I die you think that's great
 I don't
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 Oh, who have I become?
 Who?