I Have No One

Ahh Yess
 Picture me dead, give my enemy the sweetest joy
 Bitter taste in the mouth every time they see the boy
 Battling demons and Jesus saying free the boy
 Diablo, try to hop in, play with the meanest toy
 I'm sorry that I couldn't deal with the hear break
 I'm sorry you couldn't find light in my dark phase
 I'm dope so you need people like me
 I'm Scarface, I'm sorry I'm disgusting
 What I spit got a sharp taste
 I'm sorry that I've been an underdog my whole life
 I'm sorry that I'm secretly tryna take my own life
 I'm sorry that when I'm by myself I drink the whole night
 I'm sorry that I don't believe that I'll be alright
 I'm sorry that I ain't Mr Carter
 I'm sorry ain't got Beyonce
 Sorry that I'm an ain't-shit father
 I'm sorry that the accolades ain't been a part of my career
 Ain't got money, it made shit harder
 I'm sorry, I'm sorry that I'm sorry
 I'm sorry that I can't change the fact that I have to be sorry
 I'm sorry that self doubt's a part of me
 I'm sorry that the plans that I made feel like I played the lottery
 Well, life tried to kill me with depression
 To protect myself I use music as a weapon
 Gets so dark that I can barely see the blessings
 When life tried to teach me I could barely see the lessons
 Real talk, this is hear break on a weekend
 This shit is Arsenal without no defense
 Feeling like a sidekick without no pretence
 My mind is fucked up, body language don't speak sense
 Oh man this shit ain't even worth my time
 I swear to God you people ain't even worth my rhymes
 Where was God when the devil tried to hurt my mind
 I carry my people so much that it hurt my spine
 I keeps it real when reality escapes me
 I try to speak the truth, everybody call it hate speech
 I've been Breezy since Rihanna got her face beat
 I watch people make up room, it's like a facebeat
 I'm the king but the throne's unfamiliar
 Chasing the dream, still looking for a million
 I say fuck life but the bitch on her period
 The sun go down on a chief, Khama Billiat
 I just wanna say thank you to my loved ones
 Thank you to my foes even if I never loved one
 I got enough clout for a grand exit
 But I'mma move on and try to plan my next shit
 What a ride, yeah, it's been fantastic
 Drop subliminals leave the fans feeling desperate
 I gotta thank them for emotions they invested
 I hope when my time's up, I leave the game restless