Umpqua Rushing

Panic in the first beat of the morning
 Even what I've got isn't worth offering
 Even faces change - my heart stays the same
 Engine in the sky won't let the moment go
 Following behind always a second slow
 If I'm far away, am I hearing straight - I'm no voice you want to know?
 You've been a forest burning no direction
 Caught me sleeping smoke in my protection
 Your blackened branches drifting through my water -
 Are you wrapped up in his arms? I'm rushing faster and faster
 Panic in the taste of all that could have been
 Even what I thought wasn't worth giving
 At least my mind has changed
 I've been a forest burning no direction
 I tried to hold you, I tried everything but running
 My heart is panicking - are you kissing him?
 Are you reaching through all your days with him?
 Your blackened branches drifting through my water -
 Are you over me? Are you? Are? You are
 I will not hold you. I will not feel your sway
 I will not miss you. I will not think each day
 Of summer twilight, your eyes rushing through me deep
 I saw my own waters rushing right back to me -
 You sitting shotgun, the lost coast calling me
 Umpqua Forest, your face just like in my dream
 
 Panic in the first beat of the morning
 Even what I've got isn't worth offering
 Even faces change - my heart stays the same
 Engine in the sky won't let the moment go
 Following behind always a second slow
 If I'm far away, am I hearing straight - I'm no voice you want to know?
 You've been a forest burning no direction
 Caught me sleeping smoke in my protection
 Your blackened branches drifting through my water -
 Are you wrapped up in his arms? I'm rushing faster and faster
 Panic in the taste of all that could have been
 Even what I thought wasn't worth giving
 At least my mind has changed
 I've been a forest burning no direction
 I tried to hold you, I tried everything but running
 My heart is panicking - are you kissing him?
 Are you reaching through all your days with him?
 Your blackened branches drifting through my water -
 Are you over me? Are you? Are? You are
 I will not hold you. I will not feel your sway
 I will not miss you. I will not think each day
 Of summer twilight, your eyes rushing through me deep
 I saw my own waters rushing right back to me -
 You sitting shotgun, the lost coast calling me
 Umpqua Forest, your face just like in my dream