Closure

My heart is closed to everyone I see
 Feels like the weight of the universe
 Is hanging over me
 Nothing to do
 And nothing to show
 Let me tell you this is all i know
 Push away the pain
 That brings me down
 Theres nothing left to say
 I can't change the weather
 Or future days
 Is this getting better or will we stay the same?
 My heart is close to everyone I see
 This is what I call insanity
 I press my hands against my ears
 Drown out the noises that I fear
 Sometimes I close my eyes
 And think about those fucked up wasted years
 And think about those
 Fucked up wasted years
 Can't sleep can't think with this weight
 Upon me
 My back is breaking theres nothing left to say
 Find me
 All I have
 Does this hurt?
 Im waiting here I push away the pain
 Have you ever let yourself cave in?
 Have you ever let yourself rely on anything
 That exist
 The damage is done
 Why can't you see
 This is all I ever was and who I'll always be
 My heart is closed to everyone I see
 Feels like the weight of the universe
 Is hanging over me
 Nothing to do
 And nothing to show
 Let me tell you this is all i know
 I press my hands against my ears
 Drown out the noises that I fear
 Sometimes I close my eyes
 And think about those fucked up wasted years
 And think about those fucked up wasted years
 My heart is still closed to everyone i see
 Theres no pill for curing
 What I'll always be