Playing the Victim

This time I won't refuse, so abusive
 I'm right here motherfucker
 This time, I won't refuse, so abusive
 Pages never change, they are blurring
 And that's the reason I'm still hurting
 And that's the reason I still
 Throw my ashes to the hollow abyss
 I'm falling
 With the scars that are running down my neck
 All I want is to walk the earth alone
 I'm right here motherfucker
 I won't accept happiness until I'm down in the dirt
 I'm falling
 These drugs that will lead to a heart attack
 This time I won't refuse
 (This time I won't refuse)
 So cynical
 Running back for more
 So insecure
 Watch my kingdom fall
 Into pieces
 Watch my kingdom fall Into pieces
 Watch my kingdom fall
 I'm stood on the edge of my existence
 My inner system
 This time I won't refuse, so abusive
 Fuck playing the victim
 Fuck playing the victim
 Falling through your hands
 I'm always the one to blame
 Falling through your hands
 I'm always the one to blame
 I'm always the one to blame
 I'm someone who can't be saved
 I'm someone who can't be saved
 I'm someone who can't be saved
 I'm someone who can't be saved
 This time I won't refuse
 This time I won't refuse
 So cynical
 Running back for more
 So insecure
 Watch my kingdom fall
 Into pieces
 Watch my kingdom fall
 Into pieces
 Watch my kingdom fall
 So cynical
 So insecure
 Watch my kingdom fall
 Into pieces
 Watch my kingdom fall
 Into pieces
 Watch my kingdom fall