O Heaven

O Heaven, how can I forget you?
 Rose to the occasion, one day, pluck your petals
 Store something precious up in the way I left you
 But no matter what's changed, sustain, be the best you
 The rest grew restless as cousins sleep
 Went in peace, but the search wasn't deep
 I invested my week to see a brighter Monday morn, but
 Woke up on Tuesday in the same uniform (damn!)
 And through it all I try not to do you wrong
 As I have in the past, rapping other love songs
 But its kinda hard building lust when the trust gone
 Money was the object of affection, they ain't want y'all
 Should've gone with my first love
 Maybe moved out to? and wrote books in cursive
 Learned a little French and do the film I've been tryna make
 Translate the feeling I was feeling at my modern-day
 Took a break with the wiz, gave the rhymes a break
 Busted hard enough to make the condom break
 No seeds, no sticks, no stems
 Old gems found crumbled by the bubble-goose Timbs
 I get here to hems and acquire from the pews well
 Mom sat listening to Sunday's blues
 And I stuffed penny loafers that I stuffed a nickle into
 All-white Easter suit that won't fit you
 Sent through Heaven to Hell to send dreams of
 Places once dwelled, but I feel for the green stuff.
 Swore I could fly back and say hi again
 But my money just no good, I needed time to spend
 Brought me back to my youth when I was grindin
 With no loot, book full of rhymes with the gold tooth
 With the scripture engraved over a picture of the days
 When I dreamt to be a richer?
 From the picture to the glass house
 Built for? to remember the soul once numbered: gone
 Gotta find it in her, and we happily concur
 Ever after, one blur
 Marry matching, one word: love
 Crumpled in notebooks you never saw
 A little thoughts and yada-yada, drama side
 Traumatized by fallin of in the water
 Which was softer than the ground-level
 Found? daisies without petals - how special?
 All loving, how could I forget you?
 My dedication to the music