A Felicidade

Oh my God, my God this can't be happening
 God tell me, tell me this isn't real
 I can't believe all that I have foreseen is finally happening
 I cannot for a single second stand the way I feel
 I always knew, I always saw it coming
 Enveloped now, encased by my worst fear
 I've never felt the nausea of longing to feel nothing
 I never wanted to cease to exist, just disappear
 Fear memories are all that lie ahead
 Never have I felt so lost
 Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead
 Never have I felt so dead
 Once felt so warm now I'm fucking freezing
 I am the once embraced abandoned one
 I raised my eyes up to the light in hopes of finding healing
 No relief was mine, I was burnt by the sun
 Fear memories are all that lie ahead
 Never have I felt so lost
 Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead
 Never have I felt so dead
 I feel so
 I feel so lost
 I feel so lost
 I feel so lost
 Fear memories are all that lie ahead
 Never have I felt so lost
 Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead
 Never have I felt so dead
 Fear memories are all that lie ahead
 Never have I felt so lost
 Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead
 Never have I felt so