Paralyzed

An obvious display
 Of feelings that have dissipated
 And I don't have a clue where to start
 You wouldn't let me near you
 So I settled for the fear that you'd be
 Happy with me six feet in the ground
 I will crash when your mood defeats me
 Circle of trash swirls around beneath me
 I feel paralyzed most every time
 You come around to meet me
 Stuck in a place that I don't remember
 Was it Sunday or last November?
 I feel paralyzed most every time
 You come around to meet me
 Emotions vaporize
 They disappear before my eyes
 I wish for things that sadly have come true
 So if I tried to make it right
 And if I found my appetite
 I'd eat away at all the pain I seem to bring to you
 I will crash when your mood defeats me
 Circle of trash swirls around beneath me
 I feel paralyzed most every time
 You come around to meet me
 Stuck in a place that I don't remember
 Was it Sunday or last November?
 I feel paralyzed most every time
 You come around to meet me
 I will crash when your mood defeats me
 Circle of trash swirls around beneath me
 I feel paralyzed most every time
 You come around to meet me
 Stuck in a place that I don't remember
 Was it Sunday or last November?
 I feel paralyzed most every time
 You come around to meet me
 I feel paralyzed most every time
 You come around to meet me
 I feel paralyzed most every time
 You come around to meet me