Believe in Me

Why can't you believe in me
 Why can't you believe in me
 Why can't you believe in me
 Why can't you believe in me
 You ever been put down so much
 Don't know if you have another round to get up
 Lost all fucks lost all luck
 Mentally beaten but I refuse to give up
 My anxiety is so bad feel like ima throw up up chuck
 Now my heart is bleeding on the floor
 Stomped on by person i loved
 They walked out the door
 I barely get calls from my family anymore
 Which is mostly my fault
 I Use to only care about the needle in my arm and the dope i bought
 For many years my soul was lost
 Maybe it still is
 Cause i love to dance with the devil in the dark
 I know i caused a lot of harm and i own my part
 That's why i'm standing here with a hole in my chest saying sorry trying to hand you my heart
 At least i'm trying it's a start
 I just want someone to believe in me
 Won't someone to believe in me
 Why can't you believe in me
 I just want someone to believe in me
 Want someone to believe in me
 Why can't you believe in me
 Why can't you believe in me
 I just want someone to be proud of me
 You don't realize how bad i seek your approval
 I never got your validation and that is brutal
 You were always known for being blunt and truthful
 Needed your love but instead you were crucial
 Black sheep but i was far from evil
 Never hearing i love you was mentally lethal
 My whole life i just wanted to be your equal
 I use to blame you
 But i realized you went through the same thing too
 You don't know how so you did what was taught to you
 I know you love me
 But i just wanna hear you say it.
 We've had this talk why can't you Face it
 The cycle i had to break it
 Tell my daughters i love em ten times a day
 And i'ma make sure they hear it everyday
 Till i'm dead in the grave
 I just want someone to believe in me
 Won't someone to believe in me
 Why can't you believe in me
 I just want someone to believe in me
 Want someone to believe in me
 Why can't you believe in me
 Why can't you believe in me
 I just want someone to be proud of me