Frozen Tundra

See this confidence ain't getting to my mind
 I can see you crossing fingers, I ain't blind
 Already try so many times
 Hold on to your feelings, I'm'a watch them die
 See I ain't switching lanes
 Now I've tried to explain
 But there's no point trying to change you
 Fuck your money, fuck your fame
 Fuck your money, fuck your fame
 What's more to life than a couple of thrills?
 Back of my mind, what if none of it's real?
 Play the hand that I am dealt, you know how it evolve
 When it's time to go, I guess it's time to go
 Fuck I look like?
 I don't do what I'm told
 I don't need to get saved, I put that on my soul
 Need to get you a grip
 You don't got a good hold
 Spend a new day getting old
 The only thing that sucks is forgiven in time
 Is the weather forever? I'm stuck in the cold
 It's only getting colder and colder
 And faster and faster
 And when I first realized it, it was like a natural disaster
 And after I've passed on
 I hope they roll up and light it
 And ash in the casket
 Because none of this matters
 I don't think none of this matters
 What's more to life than a couple of thrills?
 Back of my mind, what if none of it's real?
 See it's obvious that you can't play your part
 I knew I never should have tried to take your heart
 So insecure about me in your mind? this journey into the doubt
 Think you got me figured out
 Only thing I can do now
 Is take advantage of the doubt
 You think that I want that
 You think that I'm nothing
 I'm just too worried about myself
 Say why I'm closed
 Can't believe what you don't fucking know
 Best believe I'm never sure
 So you were so effortless
 When the mirror got you cold
 That you won't need to whistle out