Jealous

I'm climbing to the tops of these tallest trees
 Where I'll wait for winter to kill off its leaves
 So I can peer over the fence into the neighbors yard
 But I'm always jealous of the things I can't have
 I've been cutting loose the strings that are supposed to keep me sane
 All this complacency is wasting my name
 I'll cover all the windows, learn to live inside
 If nothing is an option, no feelings arise
 But I know
 That things won't get any better
 Before they get worse
 Things won't get any better
 Because living deep in jealousy has its price
 I've been slumping in my thoughts just to kill the time
 I've been waiting for a day in which the sun won't shine
 Can't see the grass is greener on the other side
 Things won't get any better
 Before they get worse
 Things won't get any better
 I'm climbing to the tops of these tallest trees
 Where I'll wait for winter to kill off its leaves
 So I can peer over the fence into the neighbors yard
 Where I'm always jealous of the things I can't have
 Why am I jealous of the things I can't have?
 Things I can't have
 Jealous of the things I can't have