Manteca

Got up early, found something's missing
 My only name
 No one else sees, but I got stuck
 And soon forever came
 Stopped pushing on for just a second
 Then nothing's changed
 Who am I this time, where's my name?
 Guess it crept away
 No one's calling for me at the door
 And unpredictable won't bother anymore
 And silently gets harder to ignore
 Look straight ahead, there's nothing left to see
 What's done is done, this life has got its hold on me
 Just let it go, what now can never be
 I forgot that I might see
 So many beautiful things
 I forgot that I might need
 To find out what life could be
 Beautiful things
 Take this happy ending away
 It's all the same
 God won't waste this simplicity
 On possibility
 Get me up, wake me up, dreams are filling
 This trace of blame
 Frozen still I thought I could stop
 Now who's gonna wait?
 No one's calling for me at the door
 And unpredictable won't bother anymore
 And silently gets harder to ignore
 Look straight ahead, there's nothing left to see
 What's done is done, this life has got its hold on me
 Just let it go, what now can never be
 So many beautiful things
 So many beautiful things
 Now what do I do?
 Can I change my mind?
 Did I think things through?
 It was once my life
 It was my life at one time