Night Owls in Mating Season

Just sit tight and don't talk
 You make me feel miserable
 But only in short intervals
 I'm thinking maybe you're fine
 It's just hysteria taking its
 Sweet time to heal
 So we can feel again
 Under the mattress
 Resides stains from tear ducts
 I've lost my train of thought
 Brain damage from OCD
 Is preventing my thoughts from here
 You know that I would rather be
 Able to see crystal clear
 (For the both of us)
 I can't thank you enough
 For all the times
 My ugly thoughts creep up
 When sin and murder seem so cordial
 And I just can't keep up love
 I'm so fed up with watching us
 We love to interrupt
 We love to buck
 I'm sorry to say
 Your alpha face
 Is not enough
 To reconnect the rope of lust you cut
 Shut me out then suck me in
 A battle of wits against your twin
 You always win
 Think of it
 I'm desperate
 To beat it within
 To problem solve
 Where it begins
 You asphyxiate my focus
 While the gods of love provoke us
 Help me break this spell
 That they've cast down
 We can't mend or try to fix this
 When the odds are so against us
 Crawling from this hell to higher ground
 The artist
 The dancer
 The actress
 Enchanter
 They all had no answers
 They all were just cancer
 But along came this one now it's all a blur
 I can't forget her
 I tried so many times to clear my mind
 I just don't get her
 Jesus help me
 We sit quiet
 Lay in silence
 Then get violent
 Wish I could speak softer-toned now
 Tet's turn this down to a three now
 In the parking lot of the hotel you scream
 The officer had asked for the keys and ID
 You accidentally left your weed
 Right in the passenger seat
 So what did I do?
 I took it with me
 You asphyxiate my focus
 While the gods of love provoke us
 Help me break this spell
 That they've cast down
 You can't mend or try to fix this
 When the odds are so against us
 Crawling from this hell to higher ground
 Just sit tight and don't talk
 I used to feel miserable
 But now that you're gone
 I'm alright