Complicated

Did you know I think of you?
 And times we had, I know they're through
 These years that have passed erased my face
 I drank to hide my fears
 Never made intentions clear
 Did you think that you would be replaced?
 I thought of you in those times
 You the girl I'd want for life
 Now the time for that has passed away
 Looking back across those years
 I wonder if it'd help to hear
 I was going to marry you someday
 How could I say I needed you
 When I didn't even know what you wanted from me?
 How could I tell you what it meant
 When I didn't even know if you'd ever loved me?
 This resonance we shared
 Is long gone, and have you cared?
 I guess our chance was lost to fate
 If you knew it, if you could
 Feel it slip as things then stood
 Did you feel you'd been betrayed?
 I wasn't much of a man then
 Didn't know what I'd never mend
 I assumed we'd only stray
 At times you'd look at me
 I'd hope I'd still see
 Something making me feel less ashamed
 How could I say I needed you
 When I didn't even know what you wanted from me?
 How could I tell you what it meant
 When I didn't even know if you'd ever loved me?
 Now you know I'd think of you
 But now, I seldom do
 Those thoughts got in the way
 I regret these words I had
 Obsession has nothing to add
 I will not be living out clichés
 I think of you less each time
 When the past still comes to mind
 Does it seem just all a waste?
 My answer's very clear
 You weren't too concerned then, dear
 I was a fool to give chase
 How could I say I needed you
 When I didn't even know what you wanted from me?
 How could I tell you what it meant
 When I didn't even know if you'd ever loved me?
 Why are you still in my thoughts?
 Complicated, cold, and lovely
 Can I get beyond regret?
 You're no longer thinking of me